just experienced a gush of strong wind outside my house.
the flower pot got knocked down.
i thought something happened outside my house like there were people trying to break in.
but it was just my imagination. there it was, the flower pot was lying down with some spilled soil.

just reached home, had a chat with john, ivy, jieyun and gerald.
well, didn't know john would share that much about his life which lead me to some deep thoughts.

am i just gonna go to school, day by day and pass through the motion?
do i feel satisfied enough after a whole day in school studying what you chose when you completed your O's?
what do i depend my future upon? a step-by-step basis or a long term planning?
am i relevant enough? relevant in a sense to cause a change in people's life, to create an influence?