What do i see myself at the end of the year?

Will i be the same like now or even more stronger?

How will my ushers be?
-Stronger than now?
-Serving as passionate like the leaders around them?
-Will they be helpers or changing other people's lives?

How can i impact my ushers, how can i change their lives?

How can i help them rise up?

These are some things that has been wondering in my mind, can't get it off but i believe it's for a reason. If we wanna rise up, it needs to come from a heart that desires it. You gotta see that urgency and react to it. Even though it might not be as easy as it seems like saying out : "i wanna rise up", But there will be times when you go the extra mile, crossing over your convenience. But just by saying it's useless, you got to do the things that show people you want to rise up.

I remember that when i just came to usher ministry, it took me 2 mths and then i start to decide i want to rise up and excel in wherever i can. Thus, my leaders gave me things to do, opportunities in duties every week. I started to do the best, approach it with a willing heart that want to learn more, wants to grab as much as possible. Be faithful in the little things, and more shall be added unto you. I start to press in unto my leaders, like Yong Hui, Hui Tong, Ivy. I started to see how they handle things, i started to listen what they say and put into practice. It's hard, very hard. But i'll still press on. There are times when i'm disappointed in my duties, but i just review about it and stop making the same mistakes. There's times when i'm afraid but i'll just go by faith!

But for now, even though there's pressure coming in from every side, be it in ministry, cell group, finances, personal life or whatsoever. I'll still press in onto my visions, my leaders, my God! (: